happy cycle ~ grief cycle upside down ?

[Marei Kiele]

 Dear friends and collagues,today I am showing up with a question that might sound funny to some of you.
But I feel really confused and am hoping for some input that get's me through my emotional mess.Have you ever experienced that something like the grief cycle happened the other way around?At the moment I am experiencing wonder after wonder in my life, beautiful coincedences and new connections and I feel shocked by this, finding myself not breathing, like under shock, and I even experience some kind of denial ~ "no, this can't be true, this is to god to be true" ~ and I feel tempted to turn around and try to find the one who is really ment, thinking something like "this cannot be ment to me" ~ as people experiencing a loss may say, "why me?" and fight it.I experience a mixture of joy and excitement and tension and stress.I know that when I recently experienced a big loss, being familar with the grief cycle helped me very much with going through the stages and dealing with all the feelings connected with it.So I am asking: Is anybody out there who can help me understand this version?Thank you !!!Warmly, still breathing, but very little, Marei

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