<!DOCTYPE HTML PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD HTML 4.01 Transitional//EN" "http://www.w3c.org/TR/1999/REC-html401-19991224/loose.dtd">
<html>
<head><TITLE>T-Online eMail</TITLE>
<META http-equiv=Content-Type content="text/html; charset=windows-1252">
<META content="MSHTML 6.00.2600.0" name=GENERATOR>
</head>
<body vlink =
"#000000" alink="#000080" topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" link=#000000 >
<DIV margin-right:0cm? margin-left:0cm; background-repeat:repeat; #ffffff;
background-color:><FONT face=Arial color=#000000 size=2> </FONT> </DIV>
<DIV margin-right:0cm? margin-left:0cm; background-repeat:repeat; #ffffff;
background-color:><FONT face=Arial color=#000000 size=2>
<P>Dear friends and collagues,</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>today I am showing up with a question that might
sound funny to some of you.<BR>But I feel really confused and am
hoping for some input that get's me through my emotional mess.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Have you ever experienced that something like the
grief cycle happened the other way around?</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>At the moment I am experiencing wonder after wonder
in my life, beautiful coincedences and new connections and I feel shocked by
this, finding myself not breathing, like under shock, and I even experience some
kind of denial ~ "no, this can't be true, this is to god to be true" ~ and I
feel tempted to turn around and try to find the one who is really ment, thinking
something like "this cannot be ment to me" ~ as people experiencing a loss may
say, "why me?" and fight it.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>I experience a mixture of joy and excitement and
tension and stress.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>I know that when I recently experienced a big loss, being familar
with the grief cycle helped me very much with going through the stages and
dealing with all the feelings connected with it.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>So I am asking: Is anybody out there who can help me
understand this version?</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Thank you !!!</FONT></P>
<P><FONT face=Arial size=2>Warmly, still breathing, but very little,
Marei</FONT></P></DIV>
</body>
</div>
</html>
*
*
==========================================================
OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU
------------------------------
To subscribe, unsubscribe, change your options,
view the archives of oslist@listserv.boisestate.edu:
http://listserv.boisestate.edu/archives/oslist.html
To learn about OpenSpaceEmailLists and OSLIST FAQs:
http://www.openspaceworld.org/oslist