terror

[florian fischer]

my friends

what is touching me so deep
is the feeling that i am part of what happended:
in the relationship of thinking about, thinking, suffering,
looking on, judging, listening, being informed and doing it.
there must have been preformed pictures in my brain,
(otherwise i couldn´t realise what i´m seeing)
that makes me aware, that what happended
had been a possible image as "well" in my unconcious.
today i have been taught, that even apocalyptic visions or dreams of the hidden
inner life
since today are not very far from reality. what and where is the distance ?
anguish comes up.
being part of the human family i´ve got a horrible extension of my
possiblities.
but at the same time must be true, that there is only few distance as well
between the deepest yearning for peace and humanity an the realisation of it.
but
what happend today also is part of humanity. it is.
we are they, they are we. we are together part of the human unic whole.
holding space including every possibility is hard to accept. we must.
(perhaps my language is unsufficiant in this moment. but i need the contact to
you, please)

florian

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