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<p class=MsoNormal><font size=3 color=black face=Georgia><span
style='font-size:12.0pt;font-family:Georgia;color:black'>Sounds normal to me
before a big circle! Good luck ted…<o:p></o:p></span></font></p>

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<p class=MsoNormal><b><font size=2 face=Tahoma><span style='font-size:10.0pt;
font-family:Tahoma;font-weight:bold'>From:</span></font></b><font size=2
face=Tahoma><span style='font-size:10.0pt;font-family:Tahoma'> <st1:PersonName
w:st="on">OSLIST</st1:PersonName> [mailto:<st1:PersonName w:st="on">OSLIST</st1:PersonName>@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU]
<b><span style='font-weight:bold'>On Behalf Of </span></b>Ted Ernst<br>
<b><span style='font-weight:bold'>Sent:</span></b> 13 July 2006 12:56<br>
<b><span style='font-weight:bold'>To:</span></b> <st1:PersonName w:st="on">OSLIST</st1:PersonName>@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU<br>
<b><span style='font-weight:bold'>Subject:</span></b> inner turmoil prior to
opening space</span></font><o:p></o:p></p>

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12.0pt'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p>

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<p class=MsoNormal><font size=3 face="Times New Roman"><span style='font-size:
12.0pt'>Tomorrow is my first "big circle" walk.  I've been
waiting for this moment for a long time and am really looking forward to
it.  And... today I've been on a roller coaster of emotions, coming close
to tears several times.  It's a jumble in my stomach/chest area.  Not
quite anxiety, nervousness or fear.  Not quite excitement.  I'm not
sure what it is.  It doesn't feel scary or out of control, nor like
something I have to do anything about, other than notice it and continue to
breathe.  <o:p></o:p></span></font></p>

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<p class=MsoNormal><font size=3 face="Times New Roman"><span style='font-size:
12.0pt'>Just wanted to share where I am today.  Thanks for reading! :-)<o:p></o:p></span></font></p>

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<p class=MsoNormal><font size=3 face="Times New Roman"><span style='font-size:
12.0pt'>peace,<o:p></o:p></span></font></p>

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<p class=MsoNormal><font size=3 face="Times New Roman"><span style='font-size:
12.0pt'>ted<br clear=all>
<br>
-- <br>
<st1:City w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Chicago</st1:place></st1:City> event
July 14-16: <a href="http://moreandmore.us/">http://moreandmore.us/</a><br>
Humanize the Earth!  <a href="http://tedernst.com">http://tedernst.com</a><br>
Open more space!   <a href="http://www.openspaceworld.org">http://www.openspaceworld.org</a><br>
Housing Co-ops in <st1:City w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Chicago</st1:place></st1:City>:
<a href="http://www.chicagocoop.net">http://www.chicagocoop.net</a><br>
skype: TedErnst<br>
google talk/jabber: <a href="mailto:tedernst@gmail.com">tedernst@gmail.com</a> <o:p></o:p></span></font></p>

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