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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>It's an old phrase but still so true. Trust the
process. Even when you think you've screwed it up a bit, just be present, hold
that space. Self-organization takes over. It works. Enjoy! We've all been there.
Maria Ort</FONT></DIV>
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<A title=ted@chicagohumanist.org href="mailto:ted@chicagohumanist.org">Ted
Ernst</A> </DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>To:</B> <A
title=OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU
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<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Sent:</B> Thursday, July 13, 2006 12:55
PM</DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Subject:</B> inner turmoil prior to opening
space</DIV>
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<DIV>Tomorrow is my first "big circle" walk. I've been waiting for this
moment for a long time and am really looking forward to it. And... today
I've been on a roller coaster of emotions, coming close to tears several
times. It's a jumble in my stomach/chest area. Not quite anxiety,
nervousness or fear. Not quite excitement. I'm not sure what it
is. It doesn't feel scary or out of control, nor like something I have
to do anything about, other than notice it and continue to breathe.
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<DIV>Just wanted to share where I am today. Thanks for reading!
:-)</DIV>
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<DIV>peace,</DIV>
<DIV>ted<BR clear=all><BR>-- <BR>Chicago event July 14-16: <A
href="http://moreandmore.us/">http://moreandmore.us/</A><BR>Humanize the
Earth! <A
href="http://tedernst.com">http://tedernst.com</A><BR>Open more
space! <A
href="http://www.openspaceworld.org">http://www.openspaceworld.org</A><BR>Housing
Co-ops in Chicago: <A
href="http://www.chicagocoop.net">http://www.chicagocoop.net</A><BR>skype:
TedErnst<BR>google talk/jabber: <A
href="mailto:tedernst@gmail.com">tedernst@gmail.com</A> </DIV>* *
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