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<DIV><FONT face=Arial>good luck ted -- the first is always the most memorable,
and probably the best. Savor every moment! And just so you can enjoy it even
more, you might find it helpful to pause just at the moment you enter the
circle, take a good deep breath, smell the roses, nod to the people, think of
all the wonderful things that WILL happen -- and then start out SLOWLY. Let your
pace match good, even breathing. And by the time you get back to start, it is
all over but the shouting. Done deal. You and the people will be ready. What
happens next is totally up to them. Time for a nap :-)</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV><FONT face=Arial>Harrison</FONT></DIV>
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<DIV>Harrison Owen<BR>7808 River Falls Dr.<BR>Potomac, MD
20854<BR>USA<BR>301-365-2093<BR>207-763-3261 (summer)<BR>website <A
href="http://www.openspaceworld.com">www.openspaceworld.com</A><BR>Personal
Website <A href="http://www.ho-image.com">www.ho-image.com</A><BR></DIV>
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style="BACKGROUND: #e4e4e4; FONT: 10pt arial; font-color: black"><B>From:</B>
<A title=ted@chicagohumanist.org href="mailto:ted@chicagohumanist.org">Ted
Ernst</A> </DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>To:</B> <A
title=OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU
href="mailto:OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU">OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU</A>
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<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Sent:</B> Thursday, July 13, 2006 3:55
PM</DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Subject:</B> inner turmoil prior to opening
space</DIV>
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<DIV>Tomorrow is my first "big circle" walk. I've been waiting for this
moment for a long time and am really looking forward to it. And... today
I've been on a roller coaster of emotions, coming close to tears several
times. It's a jumble in my stomach/chest area. Not quite anxiety,
nervousness or fear. Not quite excitement. I'm not sure what it
is. It doesn't feel scary or out of control, nor like something I have
to do anything about, other than notice it and continue to breathe.
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<DIV>Just wanted to share where I am today. Thanks for reading!
:-)</DIV>
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<DIV>peace,</DIV>
<DIV>ted<BR clear=all><BR>-- <BR>Chicago event July 14-16: <A
href="http://moreandmore.us/">http://moreandmore.us/</A><BR>Humanize the
Earth! <A
href="http://tedernst.com">http://tedernst.com</A><BR>Open more
space! <A
href="http://www.openspaceworld.org">http://www.openspaceworld.org</A><BR>Housing
Co-ops in Chicago: <A
href="http://www.chicagocoop.net">http://www.chicagocoop.net</A><BR>skype:
TedErnst<BR>google talk/jabber: <A
href="mailto:tedernst@gmail.com">tedernst@gmail.com</A> </DIV>* *
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