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<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>Dear Raffi, </FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2></FONT> </DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>I just would like to inform you that a strong
discussion has been going on among us ( in the mail groups, with close
friends some of</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>whom studied history in different countries) about
Armenian Genocide. This is for you to know that we as civil people are not
ignorant.</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2></FONT> </DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>But what i would like to say you is that
whenever i hear or read about the word " genocide" i feel very bad,
down and helpless....because</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>there is nothing to talk after that
point.</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2></FONT> </DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>I wouldn't like to participate to an OST about what
happened in 1915 or genocide but i would be very willing to participate to an
OST about how </FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>we can cooperate and collaborate better...how we
can build a better future for our children...and somethings like
that. </FONT> </DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2></FONT> </DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>Funda</FONT><FONT face=Arial
size=2> </FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2></FONT> </DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2></FONT> </DIV>
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<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial">----- Original Message ----- </DIV>
<DIV
style="BACKGROUND: #e4e4e4; FONT: 10pt arial; font-color: black"><B>From:</B>
<A title=FTelek@HFHI.org href="mailto:FTelek@HFHI.org">Filiz Telek</A> </DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>To:</B> <A
title=OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU
href="mailto:OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU">OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE..EDU</A>
</DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Sent:</B> Wednesday, April 20, 2005 3:39
PM</DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Subject:</B> Re: inner aggression and the OST
facilitator</DIV>
<DIV><BR></DIV>
<DIV class=Section1>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Dear
Raffi…<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">It’s been really
interesting to read your genuine insights and thought process about inner
aggression…thank you for that! <o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">I am writing because
your call to hold space for Armenian Genocide urged me to share with you all
my experience, as a Turkish person as well as a world citizen.
<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">I’ve been blessed
with being able to travel and live abroad from an early age which changed my
life. It wasn’t until my early 20s though that I had heard about the Armenian
Genocide. An Armenian friend of mine had explained to me how today’s eastern
<st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place
w:st="on">Turkey</st1:place></st1:country-region> was Armenian land and what
happened in 1915. I remember the shock and how threatened I felt…it was like a
bad joke…but in reality it wasn’t. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">I am afraid I still
don’t know today the details of what happened during that time. Not because I
don’t care, not because I am ignorant. I had a much stronger experience than I
could have by reading books about the genocide. Due to my work, I traveled to
<st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place
w:st="on">Armenia</st1:place></st1:country-region> last year to work with the
local Habitat organization there…to be honest, I was anxious, I did not know
what to expect. But it turned out to be one of the most powerful experiences
of my life. I have never been received by any group of people with such
warmth, and generosity and openness. Believe me, it was beyond the typical
Armenian hospitality. I had the feeling that people embraced me even more
because I was very much connected with their history. I was simply there,
working with them and being open, and all it took was to acknowledge what
happened in 1915. I was a silent witness of the pain. I listened to stories, I
visited the genocide monument. I learned to be humble…there was no aggression,
there was just sadness. When I stood near the Turkish border and looked up at
Ararat, I wondered why this border had to divide these two people so
distinctly…that was the aggression in my mind, and as a counter image I
envision that border wide open and both people freely traveling some day. The
Armenian lady who hosted me and fed me so well during my time there, told me
the story of her father who was a genocide survivor. She told me that he lost
his whole family, yet he was saved by a Turkish neighbor…his father didn’t
even speak Armenian when he finally made his way to <st1:place
w:st="on"><st1:City w:st="on">Yerevan</st1:City></st1:place>, he just spoke
Turkish…<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">I did not literally
do open space in <st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place
w:st="on">Armenia</st1:place></st1:country-region> but I felt I met Armenian
people in open space, in a very humane space. At a personal level, there was
such a strong connection, I felt extremely alive and inspired. In fact, one of
my biggest dreams is to hold an open space with Armenian and Turkish people
together some day…so people can experience what I experienced: going beyond
their fears, threats and stereotypes by simple being together in healthy
dialogue with open minds and hearts. Remembering our centuries old close
connections and just replacing the aggression and the ignorance with that
connection. Political system managed to keep our people separate for a long
time but I believe the civil society can awaken us, especially Turkish society
to this sensitive issue. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">I just wanted to say
that I am moved by your call and I will hold inner and outer space on April
24<SUP>th</SUP>, I will also share this with my dear Armenian friends and
colleagues. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Thank you once again.
Maybe we can host an open space together for Turkish and Armenian people some
day. </SPAN></FONT><FONT face=Wingdings color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Wingdings">J</SPAN></FONT><FONT
face=Arial color=navy size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<DIV>
<P class=MsoNormal><STRONG><B><FONT face="Lucida Handwriting" color=#00ccff
size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: #00ccff; FONT-FAMILY: 'Lucida Handwriting'">filiz</SPAN></FONT></B></STRONG><FONT
color=navy><SPAN style="COLOR: navy"> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face=Jokerman color=#ff0080 size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: #ff0080; FONT-FAMILY: Jokerman">every day is a
good day<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
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style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: navy"><IMG id=_x0000_i1026 height=166
src="cid:image001.gif@01C545A8.D6355990" width=164
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><B><FONT face=Tahoma
size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma">From:</SPAN></FONT></B><FONT
face=Tahoma size=2><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"> OSLIST
[mailto:OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU] <B><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">On
Behalf Of </SPAN></B>Raffi Aftandelian<BR><B><SPAN
style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Sent:</SPAN></B> Wednesday, April 20, 2005 9:36
AM<BR><B><SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">To:</SPAN></B>
OSLIST@LISTSERV.BOISESTATE.EDU<BR><B><SPAN
style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">Subject:</SPAN></B> Re: inner aggression and the OST
facilitator</SPAN></FONT><o:p></o:p></P></DIV>
<P class=MsoNormal><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=3><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">[oops! I sent the previous message
without finishing writing it; a</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Spirit trick?]</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Hi dear fellow
openspacers!</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I want to continue expressing my
profound gratitude. I am really</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">enjoying this conversation. I would like
to backtrack for a moment and</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">talk about what brought me to this
conversation.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Being in the season of the teacher right
now on the medicine wheel</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">means one of the things I am working
with right now is discernment.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">When I first put out this question, I am
not sure I contextualized it</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">as much as I could
have.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I want to speak to one of my projections
(on to the listserv) right now. I am worried that</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">people might be thinking that I am
opening space in a really weird</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">way. I have never used strong language
(besides "oh shit") in the opening, but I do now
know</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">that I have a much stronger initial
awareness of my aggression than</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">ever before. And now, I can give a group
much more quality in opening</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">space. Thanks to
you!</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I ask these questions because I am
extremely motivated to do this OST</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">work with excellence. It would be great
if I were motivated to commune</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">with One just because there is a One,
but it is OST (and the Genuine</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Contact Program) that has motivated me
to really look at myself with a</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">German/Swiss/Japanese/Russian precision
magnifying glass. And so when</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I ask these questions I instantly make
the connection with the life</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">work which has the deepest meaning for
me. </SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Doing anything, I imagine, can be a path
to communing with the sacred (I am a little shy about really exploring "doing
anything" right now as I wonder can prostitution, for example, also be a path
to communing with the sacred). </SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Sometimes Quakers call themselves a
"priesthood of all believers." I think </SPAN></FONT></SPAN><SPAN
class=rvts9><B><I><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">if</SPAN></FONT></I></B></SPAN><SPAN
class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black"> we choose to live intentionally as
a </SPAN></FONT></SPAN><SPAN class=rvts11><U><FONT
face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Community</SPAN></FONT></U></SPAN><SPAN
class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black"> of OST facilitators, we can be the
same-- and take this even further to be a monastic order. I see that this
listserv has bits and pieces of this. The issue of Community I would like to
come back to at a later point.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Michael, your teaching about anger was
extremely valuable. I think I</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">am starting to suffer from wisdom
overload-- what depth I am hearing</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">here as a consequence, and it will take
a while to digest this all! As</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I shared offlist, I have heard such
valuable responses that I want to</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">print them out and carry them with me.
(Might this be a variation of</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">the event Ralph Copleman mentioned--
"Poetry in your pocket day"?).</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Just knowing that the energy of that
wisdom is in my pocket would be</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">wonderful!</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Lisa, you asked what made me sad (and
again thank you for making space</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">for me to human). I can only begin to
talk about this,</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">because I think it goes much deeper. I
am/was sad because there is a</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">realization that at a very deep (but not
core, I hope) level, I am</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">doing this work for ME. My prime
motivator for doing this work is that</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">it has meaning and it brings ME joy.
There is a part of me that</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">doesn't care about people, doesn't care
when misfortune falls upon</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">others. And I want to befriend that part
of me, to unsurface her (yes,</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">for whatever reason "she" came up). Your
thoughts about being fully</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">human and being present were very
helpful to see/hear.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">This Saturday I have a workshop coming
up (using not OST but Whole</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Peson Process Faciltiation in this
case). And I all along have been</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">visualizing the workshop, noticing where
there is nervousness (this</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">will be a professional conference of
trainers, facilitators, coaches</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">-- and while they know me, this will be
the first time I will be</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">presenting on my own; I keep on
wondering what to do to take ME out of</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">the room for the workshop. Yes, it is
great to enjoy what I am doing.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">But, to paraphrase what a zen master
might say, the next challenge is</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">to let the @#$%## thought
go...</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">When I started this thread, I remembered
about a book that is just the</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">bible, I imagine, for dealing with the
very issue. And I took it off</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">my shelf. It's
called </SPAN></FONT></SPAN><SPAN class=rvts8><I><FONT
face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Sitting in the Fire: Large group
transformation</SPAN></FONT></I></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts8><I><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black
size=2><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">using conflict and
diversity</SPAN></FONT></I></SPAN><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT
face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">, by Arnold Mindell (founder
of</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">process-oriented psychology). It is full
of exercises on surfacing and</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">befriending all of our facilitator
demons. Time to use this book?</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I opened it randomly today to
p.200:</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">"Watch your own high dreams as a
facilitator. Do they call for people</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">to change? As I pointed out in the last
chapter, an elder assumes that</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">people are exactly what they are meant
to be. Perhaps they are full of</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">mundance characteristics like greed,
envy, vengefulness and</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">abusiveness. Can you accept them? Better
yet, can you change yourself</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">to love them?</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Try seeing your own enemies, friends,
and neighbors as they are in the</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">moment, not as you would like them to
be. Although they are your</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">friends today, remember that next week
they may be your attackers.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Remember that, historically, very few
people have managed to uproot</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">from themselves the tyrant, the monarch,
the oppressor, the abuser or</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">the one seeking revenge. It's we learn
to expect negativity and to</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">move with it.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Luckily blasting a high dream to bits
does not always result in</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">permanent depression. When we look back,
it may seem as if our high</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">dreams had to be exploded in order to
prepare the ground for an even</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">more comprehensive view of the
world."</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">One of my dreams is to somehow marry
processwork and OST. One day that</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">may very well
happen.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Mindell is coming to <st1:City
w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">St. Petersburg</st1:place></st1:City> in May. I
am holding space for</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">myself to be able to attend this
workshop.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">
******</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Another result of working with the
medicine wheel is that for the</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">first time I have begun thinking
seriously about my ancestors. What</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">gifts have my ancestors given
me?</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I think one of the biggest gifts my
parents have given me is a radical</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">honesty.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">And, my father in a phone call today
reminded me of an important</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">anniversary coming up: April 24th is the
90th anniversary of the</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Armenian Genocide. I am 1/2 Armenian and
1/2 Italian by blood. I don't</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">speak much Armenian and almost no
Italian.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I have never taken this date terribly
seriously. But this initial</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">curiosity about my ancestors and
aggression makes me want to write a</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">little publicly about
this.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">The Armenian Genocide is a still
unacknowledged atrocity. 1.5 million</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Armenians died over 20 years at the
hands of the <st1:place w:st="on">Ottoman
Empire</st1:place></SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">--1896-1915. I would like to ask those
who feel moved to to hold inner</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">(and outer)
space</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">on this date. I am not sure what kind of
intention would be best to</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">put here-- maybe just to ask for
awareness in all humans (ask for</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">awareness for
self).</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">I notice the resentment I sometimes feel
at some Jews because they see</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">talk about anything but the Holocaust as
a treading on toes. There was</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">the Holocaust, period; there were no
other genocides.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">And yet, I know that somewhere in that
resentment is a denying of my</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">own humanity and the person I am
engaging with at the moment.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">And I learned recently that I do have a
connection to the Holocaust,</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">too. My great aunt (my Armenian
grandmother's sister) was married to a</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Jew (a banker representing the
Rothschild family) from <st1:City w:st="on"><st1:place
w:st="on">Tbilisi</st1:place></st1:City>,</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on"><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT
face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Georgia</SPAN></FONT></SPAN></st1:place></st1:country-region><SPAN
class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">. My greatgrandmother refused to let her
daughter, Margo, to</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">marry a Jew. She demanded that he get
baptized in the Armenian Church</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">before getting married, which he
did.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">From what we learned a few weeks back,
Ilya Bunimovich died in the</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New"
color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Holocaust...What happened to Margo is
not clear.</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">Raffi</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT
face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><SPAN class=rvts7><FONT face="Bookman Old Style" color=black size=2><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: black">
mailto:raffi@bk.ru</SPAN></FONT></SPAN><FONT face="Courier New" color=black
size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P><FONT face="Courier New" color=black size=1><SPAN
style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 'Courier New'"><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></FONT></P></DIV>*
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